Tuesday, September 21, 2004

My head hurts. I have too much homework to do. I've spent too much time dilly-dalling and reading and doing who-knows-what. I have to write some sort of essay on 'people I admire' (more on that later), do something that's not quite clear for Spanish, read a chapter in the history book and print out and coordinate a bunch of stuff for some stupid science project. And I'm tired. And I want to sleep. And I'm unhappy because an attempt at making an image came out as absolute crap. And I spent all afternoon at a friend's house because we had to make cranberry sauce and strip meat off a stupid rotisserie chicken that she insisted we get. So I had no opportunity to do homework over there. And I'm stuck with it now. Luckily I remembered to sign off AIM, or I'd be answering questions or carrying on a stupid conversation, or something.

About that 'people I admire' essay; It's stupid. It's stereotypical. It's completely and utterly lacking in creativity. It's been done a million and a half times and steadily grows worse as it wears on. What's the use of it? Am I a different person because of who or who I don't admire? What if I don't admire anyone? What if I just don't care? Because honestly, I don't. I don't think of what Queen Elizabeth I would do in a certain situation, or try and emulate her, because I don't care, because I don't want to idolize anyone. Why should I? And truly, who is there worth idolizing?

Ashlyn @ 9:29 PM

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